Damn...

My TV's going out, this sucks hardcore! I'm not going to have enough $ to buy a new one...sad day.

Oh, Forgot...

Just got Meebo! Click on over to my blog and check it out! http://thecityofmartyrdom.blogspot.com/

Jesus Camp...

I just finished watching Jesus Camp...Wow! Doozie! But it reminds me that I need to get some info out there.

I'm going to be doing a documentary this semester and I need YOUR help! I'm going to be setting up interview times, please, please stop by and help a brother out. Bring your friends and tell EVERYONE you know.

I REALLY need this.

Back again...

Well, today I think I might've nailed the idea for my final project in TV Production. I think I'm going to shoot a documentary about Student Involvement, or how a college education has turned into the equivalent of a high school diploma.

I don't really know what I expected from college, but I know I'm not getting it here, and I wonder if that's just because I expected too much, or if college culture has just become so much less of a challenge and more of high school + party. I always wanted to challenge society, I really thought that was part of college, thinking outside the box, but I've noticed recently that that's not the case. College students are mundane and lazy. The word apathetic comes to mind.

I think money has neutered college. Colleges were traditionaly breeding grounds for cultural revolution, if not at least national introspection, nowadays, they just feel like over grown and expensive high schools. Maybe the job market's to blame, maybe the baby boomers. That's what I want to examine.

Life

GRAG! So another sleepless night turns into day. I was up until 7...and then I missed class....boo whore!

Why Spiders Shouldn't do drugs

Moment of Zen: Silent Movie Star Wars

Well, here I come...best make ready!

I'm going to take this semester by storm. With the Underground and ETC. this is going to be the best semester ever. Make sure and tune in.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!

Raising funds for Anne's birthday

Resolutions

I know it's a little early yet, but I've got some resolutions:

1) 2006 was the worst year of my life, period. Absolutely no other time in my life was worse. FUCK those who made THAT possible. I'm going to be taking the reigns again this year. No more relying on other people. I'm more than willing to share, but if you expect me to lean on you, you're probably wrong. My life was better when I did things myself, so I'm taking it back.

2) Etcetera is going to be the best program Channel 8 will have this year. Hands Down! Tune in and be impressed.

3) I'm going to finish my screenplay finally.

4) I'm going to be angry. Sorry, it happens.

5) The Underground is going to take off. Like a fuckin' kite.

Just ponder this this Christmas Season

Best of Luck!

One Final down, two to go, Good Luck on Finals everyone!

Iza Ho

(Chorus)
Hooooooooo (Ho)
Youza Hoooooo (Ho)
Youza Hoooooo (Ho)
I said that youza hooooo (Ho)
(Repeat 1x)

(Ludacris)
You doin ho activities
With ho tendencies
Hos are your friends, hoes are your enemies
With ho energy to do whacha do
Blew whacha blew
Screw whacha screw
Yall professional like DJ Clue, pullin on my coat tail
an why do you think you take a ho to a hotel?
Hotel everybody, even the mayor
Reach up in tha sky for tha hozone laya
Come on playa once a ho always
And hos never close they open like hallways
An heres a ho cake for you whole ho crew
an everybody wants some cuz hoes gotta eat too

(chorus x2)

(Ludacris)
Cant turn a ho into a housewife
Hos dont act right
Theres hos on a mission, an hoes on a crackpipe
Hey ho how ya doin, where ya been?
Prolly doin ho stuff cuz there you ho again
Its a ho wide world, that we livin in
feline, feminine, fantastical, women
Not all, just some
You ho who you are
Theres hoes in tha room, theres hoes in tha car
theres hoes on stage, theres hoes by tha bar
hos by near, an hos by far Ho! (But can i getta ride?!)
NO! (Cmon, nigga why?!)
Cuz youza

(chorus 2x)

(Ludacris)
You gotta run in your pantyhos
Even your daddy knows
that you suckin down chocolate like daddy-o's
You hos are horrible, horrendous
On taxes ya'll writin off hos as dependents
I see tha ho risin
it aint surprisin
its just a hoasis
with ugly chicks faces
but hos dont feel so sad and blue
cuz most of us niggaz is hos too

(chorus x2)

(Ho)
Muthafuckas im so tiired of yall niggaz always talkin
bout hos this, hos that, you tha muthafuckin ho nigga
I wasnt no ho last night

(Pimp)
Ho, bring yo ass!

(Ho)
Ok, hold on

Yeesh...

My Chemical Romance
Welcome to the Black Parade

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause
I could not care at all Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only..
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
Just a man,
I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on

Favorite Movies

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For YOUR eyes only!

So here it is, my post to end all.

I don't care anymore.

I'm tired of being responsible for keeping up the relationships. I know I'm not THAT good at staying up to date, or even in the loop on a few things, but there are some people who have actively gone out of their way to cut me from their lives.

Fuck you and the high horse you rode in on.

Later losers.

This coming semester is going to be my last, in case you hadn't heard yet, at Northwest. I fought tooth and nail for this last year (I was supposed to leave after two, and I was told I was being "stupid and irresponsible" for hanging around). I can honestly say that for more than one reason, my parents were right. I was duped into thinking that this would be a year I could spend with friends and brothers. One went out the window two months ago, and yeah, it still keeps me up at night, and the other, well, let's say thank God for the few people who still talk to me.

Good things this year:

1. My job, I love it (btw, people at work, nothing's set in stone so please, please don't mention this to anyone)
2. Egon, Brady, Chris, Mike, Karen, Meredith, Eric, Mallory, Andy, Jeff, Joseph, Moira, Crystal, etc. You guys have no idea how close I've come.
3. My Sanctuary, The Flat, has become my absolute favorite thing to happen, a blessing even.
4. My writing.
5. Spanish Class, Stephanie, thanks soooo much for being a great friend.
   

Bad:

1. Losing contact, regardless of my constant effort. You know who you are, and yeah, it hurts. A Lot! I'm sorry to those of you who I've gradually lost contact with, but I've been busy. The part that bothers me the most are the people who are closest, but choose to ignore that.
   
2. Lost Kappa Sigma. I know to some it really was just a 24/7 party, but to me, it really was my life. I loved our frat and just always wanted it to be more than it was. We had great brothers and I'm sorry I failed all of you.
3. Any hope of getting a major here at Northwest. I always hoped I'd talk myself down from this film thing, and settle for a major here I could be proud of, but this semester's shown me that I don't ask enough from myself, and I need to move into something that's going to challenge me to grow.
4. My Grandfather dying. Yeah, it sux.
5. Seeing both Bloggers and Aerius shrivel up. Two shows, one semester. Poof!

I'm a different person now, deal with it. I'm in Hell, with more to come. I know who's going to be there for me, and if that's not you, fine. Get out of my way.

Crazy Lesbian Lovers!

It's been 'kinda' confirmed. Kristanna Loken (the hott terminator from Terminator 3) and Michelle Rodriguez (Lost, Girlfight) have been somewhat confirmed by Kristanna Loken as a couple. According to an article posted on TV Squad, referencing an article published in The Advocate, Michelle has yet to deny any of the accusations. I'm gonna need a few minutes alone.

Wowzers

I just had one of the best dreams I think I've ever had. Vivid. A bank Robbery/hostage situation. Lots O' Fun.

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween!