Monday, February 18, 2008

Dazed and Confused

I'm not really sure what happened.

I was so incredibly excited to get to the gym tonight.  I planned out my routine.  The first time I've done that since I started working out at LA Fitness.  Something wasn't quite right though.  I got through my pulldowns and completely failed at my assisted pullups.  There was suddenly this smell.  My nose was overly offended, but I couldn't identify the smell.  It wasn't sweat or bodily in any means, but something I couldn't pin down.  I was immediately done.  My whole drive and motivation was drained.  It was weird.  I hope it's not a sign that I'm getting burned out.  I've been doing well for the last three weeks and I'd be really upset if this was something that didn't take.  I'm planing on going back tomorrow to see what happens.  I want to do this, and I want to become a person who can do it on their own instead of relying on others for all my motivation.

Oh, and I'm under 225!

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Thursday, February 07, 2008

Twilight Zone Production

Just finished our first day of shooting, and I'm pretty pleased with what came out, and I just super excited.

I've got lots on my mind lately: God, relationships, reality and self-identity (it's either deep or I'm a complete nutter.)

I'm finding it harder and harder to put my beliefs into words.  Dunno.

Hope everything is going well for everyone and I wish you all this best this Pre-Lonely-Heart's Valentine's day.

Monday, February 04, 2008